The thing is I don't know exactly where to start when I "study" my AutoCAD program. I don't have already created drawings on there, so I can't detail them the way my former employer would like, so I'll be honest, I'm at a loss of where to start. I can look at it for a couple hours or all day, but I'm not sure how much progress I would actually make.
And you're trying to fool yourself into think you came out a winner?
You're not a winner unless YOU...PLAY...TO...WIN...THE...GAME!!!
But, you're not playing to win, rather you're playing to just skate by, which makes you a loser and is why you always lose.