Update for Everyone V: Born Under A Bad Sign

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My mom asked me in the middle of Walmart if I wanted to wear women's clothes. Would have furthered my position of "eventually" to "I'd prefer to take hormones first, making the switch as I 'blossom'" if I weren't in the middle of Walmart.

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Playing Rayman again.

Update: finished Rayman, now have Rayman-shaped hole in my life until I can find my Rayman 2 cartridge.

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I'm analyzing an episode of the Middle for English class. I'm still trying to figure out why.

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My mom asked me in the middle of Walmart if I wanted to wear women's clothes. Would have furthered my position of "eventually" to "I'd prefer to take hormones first, making the switch as I 'blossom'" if I weren't in the middle of Walmart.

Sorry for the double post, but update: writing a short thing about this to my mom in email. Want someone to read over it to make sure it makes sense.

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Working on a project for school and am now suddenly self-conscious about my voice.

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My nose is running, my cough is loud, and I long for death.

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Had a dream where I came out to a fictional girl I'm pretty sure I had a crush on as a trans woman. Then I woke up and fell down the stairs. Landed comfortably after sliding down a few steps.

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Mad at the Dems today so new avatar

Jtc RINO and his 20 creepy monikers at it again!

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Currently reading "Touchscreen" by Marshall Davis Jones, and all I can think is "Jery get iPerson".

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Briefly considered starting a gofundme account before a 40-minute game of Mario Party told me not to. Played (or rather, watched) another 40-minute game of Mario Party, during which I learned that free will is an illusion.

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I wiped a thing on the wall of the school bathroom I thought would be solid, and freaked out when I found out it was liquid.

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Last day of sophomore year before testing. People are moving things in my English class, and I'm about to have a goddamn aneurysm.

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Accidentally told familysearch I'm my own grandma.

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People are coming over on Saturday for my sibling's graduation party. This is gonna suck.

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Fuck me, I'm halfway through high school.

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I have been lying on the floor for 3 and a half hours trying to go to bed.

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Took a shower, got too distracted by shaving my legs (among other things that had hair I didn't want) to actually shower. More of a rinse than anything.

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The people who were sleeping here for my sibling's graduation are gone. For the first time in nearly a week, I can sleep in my own bed. Also, I'm playing Mario Party to see if I should go to Walmart with my mom until the same question that popped into her mind last month pops up again, because this time, I'm prepared.

Well, I think I am just a girl who has a hard time seeing herself due to her own dumba##ery.

(insert mirror joke here)

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sorry to hear that smith

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When the House Committee on Ethics sends you a book on financial disclosure statements because you filed to run for Congress as a joke: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6MYAGyZlBY0

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tfw you want to pre-register to vote but you don't know if you'll be tried for perjury or not if you register under your name instead of your birthname.

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With my birthday coming up again tomorrow (well, in less than 24 hours), I'm considering rubbing the fact that I'm trans into the folks' faces again in hopes that, unlike the last time I did it, they'll say fuck it and help me do something about it (read: "switch teams", so-to-speak).

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Hot diggity sh**t, it's my birthday again.

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Apparently I got an incomplete on English. Fuck.

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How is it that no matter what position I try to sleep in, my area manages to get in the way?