I Just Want To Be Dead

[retromike22]

Oh gosh, everyone in high school feels that way. And then everything gets way better. Think of it as a goal to look forward to, when you no longer have to put up with all of it.

[retromike22]

If they were real friends then they wouldn't treat you that way. You can always make new friends. I made more friends and met much more interesting people after high school. Forget that girl, she's not your responsibility. You'll meet lots of girls after high school. Just focus on your own work and keep your head up, and you'll survive

[retromike22]

If they were real friends then they wouldn't treat you that way. You can always make new friends. I made more friends and met much more interesting people after high school. Forget that girl, she's not your responsibility. You'll meet lots of girls after high school. Just focus on your own work and keep your head up, and you'll survive

This is exactly my thoughts as well. I know it's tough to think about right now, but you can do it

I want to so bad. I've tried. But no one else cares and I'm scared if I don't then she'll end up in a very bad place. The feelings I had for her were the realist I've ever felt for anyone, and I'm just trying to be a real friend. One that's got his head up your ass when you need it but don't want it.

I think you should stop trying to help her. It can solve two problems at once. First, your friends won't think she's controlling you and second you wouldn't have to worry about her and could then focus on your own work. Just drop her. It's hard, especially when you're young, but think about the way she treats you. Wouldn't you rather have someone who truly loves you and treats you with more kindness? That girl exists, you just haven't met her yet. Think of that future girl as your goal.