I'm really sorry to about this, you certainly have my thoughts and prayers.
Thanks. I do appreciate your supportive sentiments.
I've been through almost every emotion over the past week. I still don't know how to deal with this. The sense of emptiness and depression are constant, but it's just the feeling of total disbelief that she's gone that I cannot get past. Even after the funeral, I cannot believe that she's gone forever. She's just someone that's been there my entire life. The truth is that this is the exact time that I would need her and she's gone. I just wish I could talk to her one last time. I never could've imagined this could happen and I just feel sick over it. I know life is not fair, but this just feels plain cruel. My grandma really was such a good person. I'm sure some of you have had to deal with a pain like this (as some of you have said and experienced), and it really is one of the worst.