Death, maybe not so many Taxes

[Teddy (IDS Legislator)]

An update on my health.

For one, I don't think I'm actually gonna die. I hope.

You see my autism gives me a WHOLE HELL OF A LOT of anxiety when I have to wait for something where both the answer to the question is unknown, and, the time period is unknown.

Anyways, so the Welfare people told me to apply for EI (unemployment) and I did, but apparently I applied for the wrong one, I should have applied for sick benefits. So EI dismissed my claim. All of this gave me a ton of stress and for the past few days I've been having vivid nightmares where I'm homeless - not fun. Anyway, yesterday, I finally went out and dealt with all these people, shuffling papers back and forth between them. The problem is that since then, and before, I've had this endless headache, and, I both am very tired all day and want to sleep, and, can't get to sleep when I try. Even last night/this morning I had another disturbing dream, this time involving an infant being shot

So, turns out I might be a little messed up in the head. The good news is I've not had any  "bad thoughts", for those who remember my previous rants. Anyway, I am not "leaving" the game by any means, but if I vanish for a few days, just be aware why.

I'm hoping that this is just a stress headache and that some tylenol and time will fix everything.
Of course my brain is like "OMG NO ITS A TUMOUR OF BRAIN CANCER UR GONNA DIEZ" so ima go tell it to shut the hell up.

[CLARENCE 2015!]

Hope you feel better pal... nightmares can be terrible to live with

[Pingvin]

Hope you feel better pal... nightmares can be terrible to live with

[Teddy (IDS Legislator)]

The big problem is the uurge to sleep. Since I posted that I've lied down and I was only able to "get up again" now. uugh.

[Fmr President & Senator Polnut]

My sister had a severe anxiety disorder for a long time, whenever she confused a headache with a stroke, or a sore arm with a heart attack... I told her a) if that's the case, you've had so many heart attacks/strokes by now, you're probably immune b) there's nothing to do to stop it... so enjoy it.

[Teddy (IDS Legislator)]

Some home remedies include Orange Juice; said with magnesium; and Oranges - we have all of this so this is what I am consuming atm.

[Napoleon]

Smoke

[Teddy (IDS Legislator)]

Smoke

I tried smoking a cig once; it was so gross I had to stop

[Lambsbread]

Poor Teddy I hope you feel better soon. I battle anxiety as well so it's really tough to get through some nights. Not to mention my paranoia and insomnia. I hear ya. It's tough.

[Teddy (IDS Legislator)]

uugh, headache won't go away