Well, this is really a strange dream. Are you believing the Nazis are currently controlling Oklahoma?
More seriously. You have managed to do something that many people are unable to do so: fighting your addiction of alcohol. You can be extremely proud of yourself. No alcohol since more than 50 days, this is really an exploit.
And remember you can't control your dream. So you should just ignore this dream. Your dream isn't reality, remember that!
Continue to fight, you seem to have made many progress and you will be able to make another progress soon.