HockeyDude in crisis (military/law knowledge helpful)

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Wow, I'm glad you stopped short of suicide.  Please don't consider suicide again, and please get all the help you can get.

I'm afraid I don't have much other advice.  I've been depressed for a long time, but I don't think I'm in as tough of a situation as you are.  Even if the military isn't for you (it certainly isn't for me), it is admirable that you were willing to serve your country like that, and I'm sure that you could serve the the country well as a civilian.

Of course, before you could do that, you need to keep your life.  Make sure you seek assistance in preventing future suicide attempts.  Life is worth living.  You'll be in my thoughts!