My advise:
- Talk with your family of friends, and go with them to the doctor and ask for voluntary admission in a recovery center. Withdrawall can be lethal without medication.
- Take a look to the webpages tweed put in his post and find which one you think it could fit with you. Always ask for advice, obviously.
- Try my advice of "radical change". Make a list with objectives for a new life.
If you are not confident you can ask for antabuse (disulfiram). But that would not be a real recovery.
Thanks. I'm reading some of the AVRT literature now. I luckily did not experience any (relatively bad) withdrawal symptoms, just general restlessness and feeling like [Inks].
