How was your dinner Bushie? Did you have scrambled eggs as planned?
I live in Tulsa to be close to my parents, but far enough that they don't feel the urge to invite themselves over everyday. I am free to be my own person by living 2 hours away.
Ah, so the truth comes out. You're afraid that your parents smother you too much, and don't want them to "feel the urge to invite themselves over everyday". This seems to be of a piece your moving back to Oklahoma from Utah because your father told you to, and showing up for all those family dinners because your parents expected it of you.
You don't want the simple who are supporting you to be around all that much!?
I know you're eating in tonight, but you've been eating out a lot. Out of curiosity, who is paying for those meals, and is there an agreed-upon daily limit while you're looking for work?
Bushie really needs a wife who doesn't mind cooking and cleaning that will hold him to keeping stable employment. It's very old fashioned and most women don't want to make that big of a sacrifice...but it is those women that saved a lot of Bushies in the olden days from floundering.