Update for Everyone IV - Hungover

[Since I'm the mad scientist proclaimed by myself]

I have a pretty personal moral question I would appreciate someone's advice on. Is there anyone I could shoot a PM to?

I'm around as well.

ETA: though I'm going to bed soon, so I won't be able to get back to you until morning.

[Since I'm the mad scientist proclaimed by myself]

Many of the emotions associated with my long-term unrequited crush have started hitting hard again recently. I will probably never be in a romantic relationship...

The publisher just accepted my novel (the one I wrote in English).

Best news I've ever received.

Congrats

[Since I'm the mad scientist proclaimed by myself]

Many of the emotions associated with my long-term unrequited crush have started hitting hard again recently. I will probably never be in a romantic relationship...

Just take your time. There are moments like this when you think "won't happen ever again".

There never was a relationship, and this has been going on in some form back far enough that I was a completely different person. This is just the pain resurging.

[Since I'm the mad scientist proclaimed by myself]

Doing better rn, but wow are my (more complex then just what I've said here) romantic feelings absurd.

[Since I'm the mad scientist proclaimed by myself]

I have decided to live a life of celibacy.

Welcome to the club. What brought you to it?

[Since I'm the mad scientist proclaimed by myself]

I have decided to live a life of celibacy.

Welcome to the club. What brought you to it?

Basically acceptance of the fact that being in a relationship would be too emotionally complicated and thus unhealthy for me, and that having to potentially compromise the way I live my life would be detrimental.  I'm in better company with the thoughts in my head than with anyone I could ever remotely consider my S.O.

Ah. In this day and age, a decision made from a position of self awareness is too rare. More people should be like you in this regard.

[Since I'm the mad scientist proclaimed by myself]

Just wanted to let people know that starting thursday night, I'm going to be visiting another state for about a week and will probably not be able to post much, if anything, until that visit ends.

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My life is going so much better now than it has in a long time

That's good. Hope it keeps up !

[Since I'm the mad scientist proclaimed by myself]

Just wanted to let people know that starting thursday night, I'm going to be visiting another state for about a week and will probably not be able to post much, if anything, until that visit ends.

lol

[Since I'm the mad scientist proclaimed by myself]

Not being in a relationship does not automatically means a celibacy.

Committing oneself to the lack of one does.

How? You can have sex outside a relationship.

I mean, that is technically true, but that's not how it's working out(its working as intended).

[Since I'm the mad scientist proclaimed by myself]

Just wanted to let people know that starting thursday night, I'm going to be visiting another state for about a week and will probably not be able to post much, if anything, until that visit ends.

lol

What's going down in Idaho?  Family, I assume?

Yes.

[Since I'm the mad scientist proclaimed by myself]

Just wanted to let people know that starting thursday night, I'm going to be visiting another state for about a week and will probably not be able to post much, if anything, until that visit ends.

lol

What's going down in Idaho?  Family, I assume?

Yes.

Well, get used to it. D-AZ is mine now

Why did you decide to switch?

[Since I'm the mad scientist proclaimed by myself]

Whenever I see the cat at the house I'm visiting, I think of my crush.

I'm not crazy, I swear.

[Since I'm the mad scientist proclaimed by myself]

Listening to hopeful triumphant Undertale final boss music while browsing Atlas.#LivingTheLife

[Since I'm the mad scientist proclaimed by myself]

I told my mom the other night about my intention to remain single and celibate for the rest of my life.  Her first response?  That I need hormone therapy because it's "not normal" and "guys at your age think about sex all the time!"

Oh yeah, and that I'm "selfish" apparently.

fml

Ew. That's a bad person.

[Since I'm the mad scientist proclaimed by myself]

Its going to be fun to have to social interaction tomorrow.

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Its going to be fun to have to social interaction tomorrow.

ew

That was semi-sarcastic. Though it will be genuinely nice in some ways.

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Tomorrow will be an interesting day...

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I feel the beginning of a wonderful new era in my personal life.

[Since I'm the mad scientist proclaimed by myself]

I'm extremely fcked up right now and not in a good way.  Where to begin

> Still getting stalked, but the dumb bitch who's doing it basically incriminated herself by texting my mom and calling her an "old hag" and a bunch of other stuff whilst denying that she has any idea who my mother is, what she looks like, her gender, age, etc.
> More fraudulent bills and credit card charges
> My college is charging me $10k for the semester I missed last spring and that's fcking up my credit score, despite the school psychiatrist telling us "not to worry"
> I'm missing yet ANOTHER semester because of all of this
> I'm still trapped in this fcking hotel
> Still haven't found a house in NC and haven't been able to
> Mom's becoming even sicker because her doctor in CT not only ignored her, but mocked her and didn't believe her when she started getting sick
> Now we have to sue him for the damages he's caused us
> Oh yeah, and we're getting sued for missed charges (my mom paid these bills, but they ended up at one of the stalkers' address)
> Somebody impersonated me and scheduled a no-show phone appointment with some doctor I never met, and we're getting charged for it
> My uncle doesn't care anymore and has basically abandoned us as family
> No end in sight
> I feel like sht
> I want to ing end it now
> Pills aren't helping me cope
> Nothing is
> I hope this c**nt rots in hell along with everyone else
> This is why I usually sound bitter as hell here in case that wasn't obvious
> I can't even vent about this on Facebook without someone getting paranoid and telling my entire extended family

I don't know what to do anymore.  I just don't.

I'm here if you need to talk to someone.