I'm inlove with a tstraight boy...

[migrendel]

One of my first crushes was on a straight boy, Hughento. His seeming inaccessibility drove me out of my wits, and it was all the worse because he was one of the most attractive boys I had ever seen. My only suggestion is to be very careful not to allow it to occupy too much of your thoughts, as impossible as that might seem. Also, with age you will have the comfort of knowing that the reason why you couldn't nab him is not because of any personal failing, but an immutable difference of sexual preference. Good luck.