Update XX: A Darn Good Judge of My Financial Situation

[Mechaman]

Score Again!!!  I have an interview with a THIRD company this Friday at 1400 in NE Tulsa near Hwy 169 and Pine.  The great thing about this interview is I applied directly with the company only about an hour ago or so.  This would, then, be a direct-hire!!  I'd better get over this nausea fast because the last two days of the week are filling up FAST!!  If I get another interview, it would have to wait till Monday.

Getting a call immediately is not a good sign. It means your "job" is actually a scam.

Yes, and this sounds suspiciously similar to a job interview I went to once for a company that sold knives to people.

Bushie, this company wouldn't happen to be called "Vector Marketing", would it?

[Mechaman]

Jeff Boy,

you know, I have been reading your thread on and off in the 90 day span that I was banned from this forum.  I mean yeah, I have in the past taken a few glances at this thread whenever some dude in the IRC chatroom brought it up.  But, when I was banned I actually started to actually read this thread.

I have come to a few conclusions:
1. You really don't freaking know what you want to do.  I mean at all.
2. You really don't have any freaking goals.
3. You really don't try to overcome any freaking obstacles.
4. You don't really dont't freaking learn from any of your freaking mistakes.

Now, before I quickly come up with a fifth thing here, I believe from what I have read that there is something out there that is enforcing the above four.  However, I don't believe you were built to fail and that you are unfixable.  The only person who can tell you you can't be fixed is you, Jeff.  And contrary what you have told the people in this thread time and time again, you have been telling yourself from day one that you are headed nowhere.

Howevver, I can tell already that this post is going to encounter stiff resistance from you and that you will rebut each point with "but I have!"  So, instead of trying to argue needlessly with you about your status in life I will simply ask you a series of questions.  Now, you don't have to tell us the truth online Bushie, but at least do yourself the favor of asking yourself these questions:

Am I happy with myself?
Do I truly believe that my life is headed in the right direction?
What could I do better?
Why am I not doing better at those things?  What is preventing me from being better?
Enough about what I want from God, what does he want from me?
What is preventing me from living up to the God Standard?
Am I ready to commit to changing myself or am I just going to keep making up excuses?