My rating of each month of my life basically in election form (2018-present)

[Plankton5165]

The ratings are inspired by the presidential election results.

Two man race, me vs. the opponent, if I win, that means I would rather say it's good than bad, if I lose, that means I would rather say it's bad than good.

For example, if I lose by 14 points, the month was bad as much as New Jersey is a Democratic state.

January 2018 - 36.60% (26.80% margin of loss)
February 2018 - 36.32% (27.36% margin of loss)
March 2018 - 31.95% (36.10% margin of loss)
April 2018 - 32.48% (35.04% margin of loss)
May 2018 - 31.03% (37.93% margin of loss)
June 2018 - 30.56% (38.88% margin of loss)
July 2018 - 44.24% (11.52% margin of loss)
August 2018 - 30.30% (39.40% margin of loss)
September 2018 - 39.61% (20.78% margin of loss)
October 2018 - 42.48% (15.05% margin of loss)
November 2018 - 40.77% (18.46% margin of loss)
December 2018 - 45.14% (9.72% margin of loss)
January 2019 - 48.58% (2.85% margin of loss)
February 2019 - 47.30% (5.41% margin of loss)
March 2019 - (current) 44.62% (current 10.76% margin of loss)

Maybe if there was a few bad days, maybe that's something to get over, but the average day for me is ABYSMAL as you can see above.

[GoTfan]

Have you thought about talking to someone? Not trying to be patronising or anything; sorry if I come off that way.

[dead0man]

another new weird poster with a username that is randomword followed by 4 random numbers?  Not suspicious at all!

[Sirius_]

another new weird poster with a username that is randomword followed by 4 random numbers?  Not suspicious at all!

I feel attacked!

[dead0man]

another new weird poster with a username that is randomword followed by 4 random numbers?  Not suspicious at all!

I feel attacked!

clearly you're their leader.  What color do you dress your henchmen in?

[PSOL]

Seek aide from your family or a medical specialist, or if that is unavailable, talk to someone on the web to vent. Do however try to contact specialists that act as a good place to vent, to be heard, and can construct a plan to snap you out of the rut.

https://suicidepreventionlifeline.org/#main
https://www.reddit.com/r/offmychest/
https://www.reddit.com/r/depression/

Now I’m not implying anything with what your going through, so just refer yourself to the the areas that best match your current issues on the sides or sections. I merely linked pretty safe and encompassing spaces for you to get in touch with. I can tell you that there are those around you that care about you, and if your hurting I can ensure that telling those most supportive of you locally is always an option.

Feel free to reach out to who is available and professionally prepared, and be willing to heed their advice on what to do. I wish you the best, and if you wish to let it out privately, PM me if you wish or anyone else volunteering.

[Plankton5165]

The first thing that appears in my suggestions when I text is the crying emoji.

[DaWN]

I rate the next few months of my life as Safe Depression

[PSOL]

The first thing that appears in my suggestions when I text is the crying emoji.

Receive help friend, it’s never too late to seek it.

[Some of My Best Friends Are Gay]

I know how you feel, I've been depressed basically my entire life.

I'm not going to say "it gets better" or some other cliche, but you can definitely manage these feelings to the point where you're enjoying life, at least moreso than you are now.

I'm personally able to find joy in activities like drawing and making music, and really if you can just find something that takes your mind off the depression, whether it's perhaps a girl (or guy if you swing that way), or an activity that you enjoy such as writing, drawing, etc.


I hope everything goes well for you in the future

[bagelman]

Monday: I stubbed my toe. Democrats win the day by 20 points, but Republicans made some gains during the nighttime when I drank some water and it was refreshing.

Tuesday: I stubbed my toe again. Democrats win the day by 30 points. Republicans flounder when the soup I make has too many carrots in it

Wednesday: I stubbed my toe yet again. Democrats lose the day by 5 points when I win a video game. However, Democrats won the period from 9:55PM to 10:13PM as a result of my youtube video not loading.

[Ban my account ffs!]

Monday: I stubbed my toe. Democrats win the day by 20 points, but Republicans made some gains during the nighttime when I drank some water and it was refreshing.

Tuesday: I stubbed my toe again. Democrats win the day by 30 points. Republicans flounder when the soup I make has too many carrots in it

Wednesday: I stubbed my toe yet again. Democrats lose the day by 5 points when I win a video game. However, Democrats won the period from 9:55PM to 10:13PM as a result of my youtube video not loading.

Thursday:  you realize your thrice stubbed toe is getting infected.  Aetna/BCBS/UnitedHealthCare/Humana/Assurant/Cigna wins the day.  Trouble paying for your medications?  AstraZeneca may be able to help (unlikely)

[Plankton5165]

I rate the next few months of my life as Safe Depression

This must be why the sea level of Earth is going up.

[Progressive Pessimist]

I rate the next few months of my life as Safe Depression

It's been that way for me since mid-2016.